allow me to reintroduce myself-


Never too late saying hello 2015!

Well, okay, I'm a month late.
Considering that I've just finished my 30 days out of town, up on the hill, surrounded by people only God knew who, but surprisingly became a precious time, I can tell that blogging is my current interest.
A million to share. A billion in mind.
You know, I've never thought this is gonna be one hell of experience.
They said, this is gonna be boring.
They said, prepare your fun time ammunition (read: DVDs, lots of DVDs).
And we prove them wrong.

See, we had a lot of fun. You can see sparks splattered everywhere.

"And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know?"
(Keane - Somewhere Only We Know)


Are we?

"Take my hand
Let's see where we wake up tomorrow"

And you lost yourself to someone
That you want yourself to lost into.
But no, wait
You don't want yourself getting lost into them.

You want them.
To get lost together with.
Sometimes, it works.
Sometimes, it doesn’t.
Most of times, it works at the first
And then it doesn’t.
It just stops in the middle.

”So let's get drunk on our tears

Tears? What tears?
Have you ever get hurt,
Without any scars
Because, well, nobody hurt you anyway
You just.. get hurt by yourself
By thinking too deep
Or trying too hard
Maybe holding too tight
Or reaching too far

Then there will be no one to blame.
Let’s just get drunk on it.

“And God, tell us the reason
Youth is wasted on the young

Some people happen to be mature enough to sail through their waves,
when the others are not.
Some people still looking for reasons to continue living,
when the others are making one themselves.

“Searching for meaning
But are we all lost stars
Trying to light up the dark

We all find one, eventually.
We'll create the meaning,
we'll draw the lines,
and we'll write up the story.

"I thought I saw you out there crying
I thought I heard you call my name
I thought I heard you out there crying"

But, it’s just my thought.

(Lost Stars - Adam Levine)


How much failures can be handled by one person in a year?

I was randomly thinking about this failure, since I've got much this year.
In what point could a person stop surviving and start cracking into pieces?
Would this related to the way he/she face it?
Or would this just another issue of time healing?

Everybody must have been through failures, that is clear.
But actually, there is some of them that you refuse to make peace with.
In any reason.
It may caused by the falling dreams, or the broken hopes.
It may also caused by the act of letting go. Or not letting go.

"Now and then I pace my place
I can't retrace how I got here
I cheat the light to check my face

It's slightly harder than last year"
(Born and Raised - John Mayer)

You see your own failures as lessons, wisely said.
They do not wisely ask:
How would you see your loved ones' failures?


Why don't you play the game?

Oh, I don't know what to do
About this dream and you
I wish this dream comes true

(Digital Love - Daft Punk)

Last week, I was randomly going to cinema and pick random movie.
So I watched Transcendence.

No.. this is not a review post. I'm not really good at this.
It's about the whole point of the movie I think they want to tell us.

About some kind of digital love.
A couple of mad scientists playing God.
And eventually make major trouble.

About some kind of technological extreme development.
A couple of mad scientists playing God.
And eventually make major trouble.

Related to our life these days, they harshly made film to mirrored us ourselves.
Where we made more digital contacts than direct.
And trust machine more than human being.
Can live without eating food for a day but can't without charging phones.
Just.. Well, fuck me. I've been DIGITALLY online since 7PM and I'm writing this thing.