So you sailed away, into a grey sky morning...

I've changed my blog's profile picture.
God damn.
Since I have not touched this site for quite a year or more, I didn't care, didn't even remember that Blogger got profile picture of every user. And I made the previous photo as my profilepict in 2008. I thought it was cute. Effin crazy.

And now I'm using a photo of me, taken by my friend Tya on 26th of June 2011. The Green Lantern hoodie I wore belongs to... my friend whom in that day was celebrating his birthday. His 16th birthday. I just threw a surprise coming to his house.

A fail surprise.
With a fail birthday cake.
Became a beautiful sunny sunday.

Cute kittens we were playing with.
Hot chicken soup we were having for brunch.
Comedy movies we were laughing at.
Precious time we were wasting together.
Messages and phonecalls we were ignoring.

"Just put the status to busy.", our ego said.

How can I remember the sound of your breaths?
How can I remember every whispers?
How can I remember?
How can I?
"But it's not so bad
You're only the best I ever had
You don't want me back
You're just the best I ever had"
(Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had)
Well, so far.
Trashy note i left at the board in his room.

When is the day I look back, reminisce, and smile? No mindfuck, just smile. No pain, no hurt, just smile.
I'm looking forward.